By enamora

A smile is a curve that sets everything straight

Month: September, 2014


3 questions that made me wonder tonight.

1. Insecure
Where do I begin. Okay, so everyone has their moments. It usually happens when they are bored, when their heart is longing for something, or when they know they are cheating. Most of the time its harmless, yet it could be deadly depending on the respond of the other party. Me? Yes at times I do. And usually I’ll just laughed out loud when it happens because this is the job of Syaitan.

2. Responsibilities
Each individual have their own believes. There is no right or wrong answer to that. To me, its simple. I travel often, I shop when I feel like it, and I eat well too (hell yeah). That aside, I still keep my savings going i.e Life Savings, Future Planning, and Entertain’s Sake (yup, i do have 3 different accounts). THAT is called being responsible.

3. Be a good Muslim
Straight forward. Pray 5 times a day, pay zakat, etc etc. Plus points: be the Imam of your family. Watch what you eat. Know Halal and Haram. And most importantly, when you go to syarahan, LISTEN. DO IT. SHARE IT.



Hazel Grace

Love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we’re all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and i know the sub will swallow the only earth we’ll ever have, and i am in love with you.

Looking for Companionship

Exactly how I feel. I get emotionally attached to people very easily. And my worst fear is rejection.

Alia Abdullah


I’ll be honest with you. I get emotionally attached to people very easily. As a result, not too long ago, whenever anyone started drifting away from me, I would enter into a state of panic. I just wouldn’t allow it to happen. I would try ways and means to get her to come back. I would call. I would try to make her meet up with me. I would even try to give in to demands. I did this, even when the person was obviously not good for me.

Have you experienced this too?

There were many reasons why I acted the way I did. The most difficult to admit is that I had a fear of not being accepted by others. A part of me yearned to be validated by those around me. The thought of having people who did like me seemed like some sort of failure to me. I calculated my worth based on what others thought…

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For so long, I have been fighting to never feel empty inside. I have traveled to some parts of the world, seeing wonders I never thought to see. I surf my way through crashing waves, dealing with the strength of current from all across the Indian Ocean. I took up hobbies of all sort; surfing, photography, writing, traditional arts. Yet nothing holds the answer I seek.