Just when we thought we have matured, unexpected events would occur and make us realize that we still have alot of growing up to do.
Every prayer I would ask God, that ‘If I were meant to be with her, show me the right way.’ And I will spend the rest of the day waiting for His answer.
I didn’t changed. Instead I am growing up. So maybe you should try sometime. I have never forced you to change, because I believe its up to the individual whether she wants to or not. Let it be sincere, and not something you are forced to do. I know you are not ready, so do take your time. But my advice is try start slowly. Because no one ever change overnight. It takes baby steps, one at the time.