By enamora

A smile is a curve that sets everything straight

Month: October, 2012

I’m extremely excited about going to Singapore Discovery Centre tomorrow. But I just have this feeling that she doesn’t feel the same way. I just wish she can be happy about it. I put in the extra effort to plan the event out and it seems that she doesn’t want to acknowledge it. There isn’t a compromise on her part. Because the other time, she plan a trip to the USS, and to be honest I wasn’t in the mood at all. Mainly because I know its way beyond our budget. We couldn’t affort it due to the outstanding bills and stuff needed to be paid. And now look. She’s desperate for money again.

I’ve told her time and time again that she doesn’t have to worry about my birthday. I know she wants the best for me. But my birthday wish? Just be happy with the time we have together and make the best out of everything. I don’t need a grand birthday celebration, equip with an expensive gift. I’m no longer the childish guy she knew 2 years ago who complains about how sucky his birthday is. I’m 23, and we are celebrating 1 year closer to death. I’m just saying all this because I have this feeling that she is overwhelmed with stress, hence she’s acting this way.

As for tomorrow, I’m just going to enjoy myself. And syaf, if you’re reading this, I just want you to know that I plan this for us, so lets make the best out of what we have and enjoy each other’s company. Love you



Theories of positivity

I have my share of ups and downs. Like today, I did badly for work. But due to my jobscope, I couldn’t share it here for secrecy reason. What I wish to note down today is that I learn that at times when things get hard on you, we have to keep staying positive. Because not only will it affects you, but also to those people around you. I won’t elaborate further, because its your choice how you are going to deal with a certain situation. As far as we understand, different people have a different way of doing things.

But just to let you start from somewhere,
here’s something to look at.

For a start, just watch what you eat, exercise a little bit, and have suffecient amount of rest.
And remember, always try to make him/her smile. Thats all for now.


Baby steps

Just when we thought we have matured, unexpected events would occur and make us realize that we still have alot of growing up to do.

Every prayer I would ask God, that ‘If I were meant to be with her, show me the right way.’ And I will spend the rest of the day waiting for His answer.

I didn’t changed. Instead I am growing up. So maybe you should try sometime. I have never forced you to change, because I believe its up to the individual whether she wants to or not. Let it be sincere, and not something you are forced to do. I know you are not ready, so do take your time. But my advice is try start slowly. Because no one ever change overnight. It takes baby steps, one at the time.


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